Monthly Archive for January, 2003

i’m a gatsby

i realized today that there are two things which really move me: music and philosophy. music is the poetry and the philosophy is the syntax, the logic, which makes the beauty possible. music is the paint, and philosophy the canvas. of my life, maybe.

alex told me today that i am a gatsby; that what is really important to me is “girls”. that i am only really excited when i am involved in them, and dull and cynical otherwise. whatever that means: alex zane is a deep man i can’t claim to understand.

are these two characterizations of my life contradictory? it’s a good question, and left as an exercise to the reader. some considerations to help you [the reader] in answering: are we talking about life goals or persona descriptions? do girls really not equal music and philosophy (definition of all terms required here)? could alex zane just be wrong?

in any case, thanks to all of you who have so far responded to the last post, and keep it coming.

cover song

*slightly tanked and/or not tanked (?), whatever that means*

the time has come for the second semi-to-multiply-annual tradition called “pick the cover song jonathan may or may not play at his next show”! here’s how it works: first, you know that i have a show coming up. i don’t know exactly when, but sometime in february. second, i give you a list of cover songs that i might play. generally, i start a show off with a cover to get in the groove and get people paying attention. then, you leave a comment with whichever song you think should win out. finally, i calculate which song received a majority of votes, and decide whether or not to play that song. if history is any guide, i’ll probably play something not on the list.

that being said, here it is [the list]:

1. motion picture soundtrack (radiohead) [this is the live version, not the studio one with harps 'n stuff]
2. wedding dress (derek webb)
3. only hope (switchfoot)
4. of up and coming monarchs (pedro the lion)
5. the scientist (coldplay)
6. living in your letters (dashboard confessional)
7. screaming infidelities (dashboard confessional)

so, now is the time for you, blog reader (whether you be outward friend, faithful or faithless reader, known or unknown to me, stalker or suitress, lurker or regular commenter, first-time or hundredth-time visitor), to give me your input. click the comment link at the bottom of this post (which changes depending on how many people have commented; confusing, i know) and vote! you don’t even have to leave your name (but i’ll find out who you are anyway, muhahaha. just kidding, i don’t know how).

virtual disc on spin: no good for no one now | owen

MGD

this year, i had a team. this year, they won. in fact, they utterly disannihilated their opponents (disannihilated is a word i just made up, which, contrary to what it may seem, means “really and completely annihilated”).

this year, the almost-naked woman became the icon of america, or so the commercials would suggest to a visitor from another planet. in fact, amongst the numerous boob shots and ass close-ups, such a visitor would be hard pressed to tell the difference between national television and softcore porn. maybe that’s just the idea…the real question is this: when we hit rock-bottom (in the next decade, i’d guess), do we (1) bounce back up, (2) lay there bleeding on the concrete, or (3) pick up shovels and dig till consumed by the fires of a Dantean inferno?

in any case, long live the superbowl and the recent scientific advances which make beer an acceptable post-workout thirst quencher.

is there a middle ground?

thesis: nothing is so frequently struck down as hope
antithesis: nothing is so unflinchingly, dogmatically rebellious and stubborn as hope

“snowboards through life”

i went snowboarding last weekend. i freaking rocked that mess.

tonight is a juliana theory concert at stanford. i probably wouldn’t pay money to see them otherwise [addendum: actually, i probably would], but the fact that a semi-not-mainstream act is playing here is so mindblowing i had to go, if only to see who else on campus is really indie underneath it all.

i’m pretty much not into writing about anything right now. although i’ve noticed a strange trend in my eating habits…i’ve been craving those little snack packets of cookies or ritz s’mores or nutter butters. i have no idea why, i never used to like them before. what’s next, tomatoes? never!!

CD update: art is pretty much done, mastering is done, everything is done. now i just have to send it off for production. rock.

also, i love xml. it is so tasty.

back to winter quarter 2003

coming back from a break, from rest and relaxation, into that mode wherein i am either extremely busy or completely zoned out and staring at the computer screen doing nothing, sucks.

let’s forget all the fancy crap and go right into the news:
1) i’m a TA this quarter for phil 78, medical ethics. wahoo. i lead two 1-hour sections a week and whatever else….i guess it will be fun and challenging!
2) we’ve been working frantically on the CD. we have a band name now (yet to be released, of course), and are working on an album title. the CD is mastered, and we’re just waiting on the album art before we send it off for production.
3) i’m probably going to the UK sometime this quarter if i can swing it with classes, for fun and adventure
4) new web design projects are taking up a lot of my time

and that’s it for now. stay posted for CD announcements.

making a record part vi

days 7-?

well, new year’s came and went in my blog without much in the way of commendation. much in the way of anything, really.

the last few days have seen a flurry of activity with the soon-to-be-released CD. we recorded i don’t know how many songs, spending roughly 8 hours a day on it. when you factor in the reality of my situation at home, namely that i’ve been sleeping on average 11-12 hours a day, you realize how little else i have been doing.

i did go out friday night for bowling and pizza (BOR-ing), and saturday night for dinner and a movie with my friend amy, but other than that human interaction with anyone besides david has been virtually non-existent.

anyway, so we recorded a bunch of songs. 12 to be exact. the last was recorded saturday night at 1am, merely half a day before we were scheduled to pack up the studio and drive david and his drums back up to gainesville. i stayed awake that night until 7:30am (a fuzzy, drizzly sort of dawn greeted me sunday morning) attempting to successfully mix and master the songs.

you see, it is one thing to mix a song, and another to mix a song on an album–the reason being, of course, that all the songs must be related correctly in terms of volume and flow. you can’t have a quiet song be, overall, as loud as the grand finale of a rocking, hardcore song. but this process of mastering the songs–making sure the levels and EQ for every piece are the same–is a long and tiresome affair of listening to part after part after part and making tweak-like adjustments.

to make matters worse, i’ve got nothing that could be remotely considered ‘mastering equipment’, whether hardware or software. in fact, the program i used to master the songs was called “leon’s free software audio mastering program”. obviously not the development monstrosity i’d have hoped would produce the software i use. but whatever.

sooner or later, as i grew more and more tired, my accuracy in listening grew abysmal and i went to bed. of course, i had to wake up (what seemed) soon after that to start taking down the studio.

i hadn’t thought about it before, but as we rolled up the cords and placed the mics back in their cases, i felt a pang of sadness. despite all the grueling work and frustration, recording was fun. i could definitely make my living doing it.

all that’s left now is a few final mastering touches, and the cd will be done. i spent last night in gainesville with two people who, as you know, have been instrumental in making the album–chris nyffeler and jason killingsworth. we discussed band names, album names, album art, and track sequencing, and i feel more confident that this project is actually going to be finished, and successfully.

every time i listen to it i will think “i wish i could have done that better”, or “i wish i wasn’t a quarter cent flat there”. but whatever, i think it’s the best set of music i’ve ever put out, and at the best quality. the production will also be the best–real replicated (not duplicated) CDs, jewel cases, shrink wrap, and the rest. that’s what makes this project a success in my opinion–not that it is perfect (and when could it ever be?)–but that it is better in every respect to anything i’ve done before. and what more can i ask? especially given that we were working on an utterly laughable timescale. no one records a full-length album in 2 weeks. 2 months is closer to the correct scale, though in reality it’s probably even double that.

conclusion: we had fun, we recorded good songs, we recorded them well if not perfectly, and we have a healthy ambition for pursuing the project through to its completion. i wasn’t always sure of this but now i am: i won’t mind a thousand copies of this album floating around the world. and though i’m not certain we’ll even come close to selling that many, i definitely hope.